DREAMER

>> : “before you, my life was like a moonless night,very dark, but there were stars-point of light and reason, and then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Sudeently everything was on fire, there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. i couldn’t see the stars anymore and there was no more reason for anything" (EDWARD'S SAID IN NEW MOON) >> : a normal guy would say "i love you" but Edward would say "you are my life now" As you leave the house, a normal guy would say "bye, see yaa" but Edward would say "hurry back to me" When you're far away, a normal guy would say "i miss you", but Edward would say "it's like you've taken half my self with you" If you die, a normal guy would find another, but Edward would kill himself cause life without you is a life no...

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