darkest confession
I am 25, and I try to being honest. I feel not capable for being 25, for being an adult. Because … Have you ever lose your mind? For me, its happen once or twice. The first time is when I feel the first real love. I was fall too far and loving someone blindly and deafly. I lose my mind, give everything I had. My time, my money, my brain, my heart and my body. I sacrifice my friends, my family and myself to be with him, to makes him happy, to be with him. I closed my ears when everyone mocks me, when they ridiculed me. I let him treat me badly. I such a foolish. Its idiot, but I don't regret it. that's just a great lesson, and I'm thankful. And the second one, I hope is the last time, is when I feel so depressed, I cant talk to anyone because I have no such relationship with my family or my friends anymore. I take three high-dose sleeping pills, which that prescribed by doctor and should not be taken more than five days and may not be more than on