one point
when you need to prove something, and what you think is true, you feel relieved, you proud to yourself because you’re right bout what you’re thinking. But… In same time, You feel guilty to someone, you hurting the person you need the most just because your high ego. Your ego, your stubborn make it you a ‘breaker’. Was be a victim, then become a offender. In one side, I love myself, I feeling proud to torture the antagonist when I was a victim. And you know you don’t leave anything behind, so you have no alibi to looking back or back to that situation. And you know, you always right bout your thought. You didn’t have to feeling guilty to him, you know you’re right the time you quit and close the door, the time you moving forward. You right and just go your life now. But… In other side, I feel guilty to hurting someone, someone I need the most, my cure. I know I become the antagonist when I hear his voice and I don’t need to looking to his eyes to say “fuck